Another Day

Today officially marks 28 weeks of pregnancy down. And we made it to 2011. Not much planned for the day. John brought the kids in to see me yesterday and brought some pictures of them all making snowmen and snow forts out in the back yard. It was bittersweet to see. I saw them all happy and having fun, but I also saw the blank space where I wanted to be. Some days it feels like I am missing a whole chapter of my children's lives. I have to remind myself to behave because I don't want to end up like the guy in One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. It wouldn't do my family much good if I end up with a lobotomy for misconduct.